Which language to learn?

Last night I went to a consultation evening at my university. Let me explain more. I do business management, and in my third year, which I am in, I have to instead of a dissertation, do a ‘business consultancy project’. This involves basically putting it shortly, that I am being a consult for a small company, but doing it for free.

So, last night was a compulsory event for my course to get advice from actual consultants, on how they approach things. Not all the stuff that they pointed out was relevant for my project, as it was just an event for being interested in the profession. Me personally I am not, well not yet, I think they did suggest, I want to find my passionate area within business first – get experience and niche knowledge in that area and then possibly go into this area, rather than what everyone else does is start their own business, because that just isn’t me.

Actually! I will admit something very embarrassing. Until last night I actually didn’t fully know what a consult was… When I think of a consultant, I think of a GP. But I was kind of right, you do get medical consultants.

Anyway, the point of this post! One of them said something that I know I’ve needed to do I just haven’t done it.

Learn a new language.

I know its important, especially within businesses if you want to well because you need to be able to communicate with everyone.

But I am just stubborn and lazy, I always have been in this area. I know you have to take time and put effort into doing this and I don’t want to because a lot of people do have a basic level of English. I know I am terrible! But I really do want to learn another language.

But my question is which one? which is going to give me most out of it, if that makes sense?

Anyone have the answer?

Which language should I learn?


This is disgusting 😒 Hate this time of year:

When I woke up this morning at 7am it was dark outside. DARK!

We had reached that time of year… the dark season.

People rant and rave how this is their “favourite time of year!” Yayayayayay. No. How? How is this your favourite time of year?

Dark when you wake up, it’s dark by 3! 3 is when I normally start doing things in the day and now it’s going to be dark at that time! I must be the least productive time of the year, because when it’s dark you are meant to sleep!

Well then it’s also cold, all the time and it just gets colder and colder and colder!

There is nothing worse then, “oh I love it when it’s cold!” Excuse me what? Who enjoys being cold? Hands going white, your hair is even cold, can’t feel your feet, no layers can possible help!

All you can do this time of year is eat and I’m already fat! 😂

I hate this time of year! I agree with the animals that we should hibernate til it’s spring!!

Bring me the warm, light nights, sun on my skin! I’m ready for next summer now!

To start a new!

I am so terrible.

it happens every time! I go back to uni and it all goes to shit! Well I am going to drag it all back!!! Well try 😇

I am going to be more frequent on here and you know what else. I bloody well am going to lose some bloody belly!!!!!!

It has gotten beyond a joke now, I no longer fit in my jeans…

shit needs to be done! Now!

My lovely boyf is making a me curry tonight and tomorrow we are going to the gym! And I’m going to tell my mum I’m going this diet to all she’ll keep buying me shitty foods that just keep making me fatter and fatter and fatter.

But the thing that is the worse for me is my exercise. I don’t feel like I am eating that much, what I am eating is awful, but I am only having like a meal a day.

Like today. I’ve had half a tea cake, two chocolate tea cakes and a packet of crisps. Oh and a graze bar. And a small bottle of coke. That is it, and I’ll my curry.

That isn’t a lot. But then I’m just sitting down, walking about 20 minutes, but that’s it.

But it’s bloody well going to change! I am going to the gym, I am doing exercises in the morning and night my boyfriend can just do them with me, and I am going to try and cut out some crap.

I need to decide one think to cut out?????





???? Bread? Yes bread! No more bread!

Last year 😢

My first week of my last year at university is over 🙈 oh my, it is actually terrifying!! Because I know how quick a semester goes, first their settling you in then, bam! Your coursework is due in! AAAAHHH

i’m so sad that it’s ending I love university of much. I love my course, my lecturers, my friends, I love the learning and everything! I don’t want to leave! I know it sounds extremely sad because it is but I still don’t want to leave 😢😢

And mainly I don’t want to be a grown up yet! I’ve done working full time thing, having responsibilities shit, it’s awful! Then there’s also having to decide what to do with my actually life I can’t just keep saying I don’t know anymore.. oh god this is scary!

Maybe I can do a masters…


Like a baby

I am seriously like a baby. Today I’ve been out with my work friends, had 1 drink and some food and now I’m tired. Literally yawning twice a minute, my eyes are going. If I was given a blanket now I’d be gone. But it doesn’t help that it’s jumper session and I’m in the fluffiest jumper ever, so I’m cosy and full, so ready for a nap.

One of the reasons I didn’t enjoy working 9-5 was the fact I couldn’t have a nap. I enjoy having lunch and going to sleep, it’s a lovely think!

But I can’t just go to bed because I have an  interview at a pub in town. Not really what I want to go but I just need a new job. I don’t particularly want to do the last nights and weekends but I also no longer want to work the dreaded Sunday at the cafe so. Hopefully, if I get it – but I am experienced, it’ll be a job til I get one I actually want!

So I have a coffe and off I go, WISH ME LUCK!

Book review – This man

** – two stars – ok.

From the reviews from this book I thought it was going to be amazing, ‘book of the year’ so I was really excited to read it. But it was really just ok. Like it was readable ish, but if I hadn’t finished it I wouldn’t care.

The start was ok, and then she meets Jesse and omg then it just turns into the cheesiest story that I’ve ever read.

He was that handsome I couldn’t contain myself… you are a woman, pull yourself together! It’s just a man.

All he has to do is kiss and I’m his, I don’t bloody think so, grow up!

And the story just repeated itself so much. Meet, sex, fall out, kiss, sex, meet nex, fallout, kiss, sex over and over and over again. I needed excitement.

I don’t know if it’s because I am now used to reading thrillers now so that’s all about mistery and being gripped the entire time. But still I was reading it because I felt I had to finish it not because I was enjoying it.

And If had to read him say “I love you in lace” one more time I was going throw up on the book. It was just cheesy as hell.

The end was ok, I’m glad it wasn’t just ok and the twist what he does was very very good. But it has two more books and I am not going to bother.

So believe this review not the other, don’t really bother.


Why is this normal?

Er I’ve been working 9-5 everyday. I had today off and it’s been amazing and all I have really done is eat and sleep!

like seriously what kind of life is it working 9-5 I really do not want it!

I really don’t mind the job at all. I’ve been doing it all summer and I’ve got quite into it but it’s to much customer service for my liking so it’s nothing I could consider as a career doing admissions. Also a lot of the team have gone on holiday so there’s a lot more work for me so I don’t tend to be bored like I have been doing.

Its just the hours. How do people with a 9-5, full time, permanent job have a live? Like seriously?! I get up at 7 travel to work spend 8 hours there, get home, eat and that’s I’m ready for bed! And then you just have to do it all over again?! That is not a life just waiting for the weekend to what, sleep?

When do you exercise, see friends, drink and still get enough sleep?! This should not be a normal thing!

I honestly think I could absolutely adore my job and not what to do this 9-5 shit every week. There has got to be a better way!