I always get to a point when I just cannot be bothered and I’ve reached it again.
I can notice my room is a tip and I need to clean it, but I don’t
I can notice that I’m putting in weight but keep eating crap
I can notice I hate my job but I’m doing nothing
I can notice that I need to tell my boyfriend the issues I’m having but I’m just pretending I don’t care
I always get round to you know fixing myself but right now I’m thinking I don’t know what will do it. But I think I know if I do one that I will do it all
so let’s do it in stages. Stages is always better
Fridays and Saturday – room
before September – job
and the last I just hope that I can do it the next time we have an arguement. Which is often lately… wish me luck!